Saturday, 28 July 2018


image by Pina

    On and of I've been doing a few healing sessions on Rosemary, a woman of 77.
She wants me to share her story and insists on using her real age and name.

     One month ago after another episode of difficult breathing and irregular heart beats at home, Rosemary had to return to the hospital for a few observation days and another MRI.
After her stay at the hospital I visitied her at her house.

'Pina, before I'd met you, I would not even look at the monitor'
'I don't like to look at that ugly black opening and closing greedy mouth'.

     Then she starts to smile and says, 'This time though during the MRI I closed my eyes and heard a voice...'  'I think it was your voice Pina, or was it the voice of an angel?' I don't know, anyway it was like a voice.'

" It said, ' look at your beautiful heart Rosemary."
" She's so doing her best for you".
"Without her you would be dead."

     'I was amazed this voice was revering to my ugle black mouth as HER, as I rever to it as IT.' 'I looked at it and saw a heart beating for me.' 'I felt her working so hard and thought to myself, it is not a black ugly mouth, this is my beautiful heart, without it I am dead.' 'In that moment I realised that for the first time I appriciated my heart and given her a gender.'

     'Then I looked at the doctor and thought, 'he also has one of those things. I looked at the nurse and thought,' she also has one.' After the MRI was finished I walked through the hospital corridors and every time I saw someone walking I realised that they all have one of these big black mouths opening and closing like myself and that we are all part of the great collective!' At that moment I felt that I was no longer afraid of it! Then and there I realised that I had an epiphany'.

     I'm so happy for Rosemary experiencing this incredible revelation. What an amazing moment this must have been for her! Thank You Rosemary for sharing your story and allowing me to be a part of that journey. When people tell me their healing stories every molecule in my body screams
                                                      I LOVE MY LIFE PURPOSE!!!

Thursday, 26 July 2018


Tonight is a night of union for the stars and of scattering, 
scattering, since a bride is coming from the skies, consisting of a full moon.
Venus cannot contain hereself for charming melodies, like the
nightingale which becomes intoxicated with the rose in spring-time.
See how the polestar is ogling Leo; 
behold what dust Pisces is stirring up from the deep!
Jupiter has galloped his steed against ancient Saturn, saying
"Take back your youth and go, bring good tidings!"
Mars' hand, which was full of blood from the handle of his
sword, has become as life-giving as the sun, the exalted in works.
Since Aquarius has come full of that water of life, the dry
cluster of Virgo is raining pearls from him.
The Pleiades full of goodness fears not Libra and being
broken; how should Aries flee away in fright from its mother?
When from the moon the arrow of a glance struck the heart
of Sagittarius, he took to night-faring in passion for her, like Scorpio.
On such a festival, go, sacrifice Taurus, else you are crooked of
gait in the mud like Cancer. 
This sky is the astrolabe, and the reality is Love; 
whatever wesay of this, attend to the meaning.
Shamsi-Tabriz, on that dawn when you shine, the dark night
is transformed to bright day by your moon like face.

Image result for Rumi poem tonight is a night for reunion for the stars and scattering

There is some kiss we want
with our whole lives,
the touch of Spirit on the body.

Seawater begs the pearl
to break its shell.

And the lily, how passionately
it needs some wild Darling!

At night, I open the window
and ask the moon to come
and press its face into mine.
Breathe into me.

Close the language-door,
and open the love-window.

The moon won't use the door,
only the window.

Image result for Rumi poem tonight is a night for reunion for the stars and scattering
Jelaluddin Rumi

Monday, 9 July 2018


  1. existing at or from the beginning of time; primeval.
    "the primordial oceans"
    synonyms:ancient, earliest, firstprehistoricantediluvianantiqueprimevalprimitiveprimalMore
    • (especially of a feeling or state) basic and fundamental.
      "the primordial needs of the masses"
      synonyms:instinctiveprimitivebasicprimalprimevalintuitive, intuitional, involuntaryinborninnateinherentinbrednaturalcongenitalhereditary, inherited, in the blood, ingrained
      "the primordial desire for earthly happiness"
      (of a cell, part, or tissue) in the earliest stage of development.

Tuesday, 3 July 2018


My ongoing journey with Pina began one year ago when we met and spoke at the gym! I needed the gym for my arthritis and I marvelled at Pina’s agility. We got talking and she offered me a free healing session! I had never experienced a medium, spiritual healer and immediately I thought why not with great anticipation!

What an amazing journey we have been on since! 

My first session with her was amazingly strange and so full of wonder and when she connected with my family who have passed I got such peace and comfort! My following encounters are so hard to explain, how I felt in words to do them justice! Each session was different and unique, some emotional or more funny, the cold feeling in parts of my body when she was working on me and then at other sessions the warm glow! I have got such relief and yet my whole emotional journey is unravelling through my bones!

I also know that I have more shite to get rid of and I have to face why I am stubborn about holding on to the past, especially the fears and feelings I don’t need!!! My love of myself is sitting easier and I now know that I am beauty-full. Thanks to Pina I am letting go of my need to be needed, caring for others and allow others take care of me! 

My need for sessions are less frequent as having been told by Pina that my healing is within me and I have to work on myself! Pina is unique and so hard to describe her healing sessions to people as some would say she's cracked! Bizarre and definitely when you hear her whistles and guttural sounds during her work and healing!

She's bubbly gifted and has a way with words that’s amazing! 
She is a truly spiritual being with the gift of healing.

Mary xxx

Sunday, 1 July 2018


Messengers of the Divine – angels, spirit guides, mysteries, deities, ancestors, 

whatever name you give them – are energy beings consisting of wisdom and love. 
All throughout our life they bring us healing through insights and understanding. 
When we are receptive to their signals, they can bring us a world of good, in the form of

inner peace and trusting your destiny. These are very useful qualities to receive once
we are open to their guidance, living our lives according to the Creator of us all.
Even when you don’t believe in angels, spirit guides, deities or mysteries, they
keep on believing in you. Even when you don’t believe in yourself, they keep on
believing in you. Even when you close your heart to push them away, they stay.
They understand that it is difficult for us to believe in them, especially when we are
in pain. Some people find it challenging to believe in what they cannot see and tend
to look for proof. All the divine beings do is care for us and pray every day that one
day our heart will open to feel their presence, or ‘loving guidance’, inside of us. 
And then everything is possible…  

Excerpt page 99: Love is the Essence of the Soul Chrysalis