* BEE LOVE * FEEL LOVE *SEE LOVE *
*WHAT IS LOVE STAYS LOVE*
On December 14 - 2011, I woke up together with this dream…
"I’m standing in a kind of church, there are many people around. Suddenly two Amazonian rain forest women are standing in front of me. Their bodies and faces are painted white in the tradition of Las Dias De Las Muertos (Day of the Dead), decorated with colourful flowers petals. Whilst they’re smiling so gently to me with their peaceful eyes, I recognise them as Ma and my sister Johanna. After I've recognised them they run away hand in hand. Nobody else saw them, nor did they show themselves to anyone else. I wasn't to sad as their hello and goodbye had filled me with a warm and loving feeling. They'd shown me that they were together again and free of pain…"
That 14th December was the morning of the day that I was going by plane to Amsterdam, to be with my sister who was in the hospital. Although there wasn't a time shown as of how long or short my visit would be, I knew because of the dream that it would be our last time together as sisters as we knew it...For 7 days and nights I stayed in the hospital with her.
That 14th December was the morning of the day that I was going by plane to Amsterdam, to be with my sister who was in the hospital. Although there wasn't a time shown as of how long or short my visit would be, I knew because of the dream that it would be our last time together as sisters as we knew it...For 7 days and nights I stayed in the hospital with her.
The night before my sister passed away in my arms on Dec 20st, I, and her daughter who was also in the hostpital room, could feel my mother's presence. She came like a cold breeze, letting us know she would collect her daughter soon. In that same year, on April 1st, our mother had passed away before my sister did. 7 Years later, also on April 1st, she came to collect her son, my brother Jan as well. That day I was also on my way by a plane to Amsterdam...
ALL I REALLY LIKE TO SAY TO EVERYBODY,
CELEBRATE LIFE, TODAY & EVERY DAY!!!
MAKE YOUR LIFE HAPPEN, HAVE NO REGRETS
NO MORE WAITING FOR THINGS TO COME TO YOU
LIFE HAPPENS, DEATH HAPPENS, LOVE HAPPENS, SHIT HAPPENS,
WHAT EVER HAPPENS OR HAS HAPPEND TO YOU.
WITH ALL YOUR SADNESS, GRIEF & GRIEVE, KEEP GOING,
KEEP WELCOMING YOURSELF AS YOU WOULD EMBRACE YOUR BEST FRIEND,
